Feelings change like the weather. They’re fine as the caboose, but you sure can’t rely on them to pull the train.
“[N]ot my will, but Yours. . . .” Luke 22:42
“[Wherever] the will conferred by the Creator is thus perfectly offered back in delighted and delighting obedience by the creature, there, most undoubtedly, is Heaven. . . .” C. S. Lewis