When you live for yourself, there’s no rest for the weary. No matter how much attention or affection or fame {or whatever} you get, you’ll always need more. No wonder Thy-will-be-done feels like vacation. 

“Your Father knows what you need. . . . Therefor, pray this way: ‘Our Father,  . . Thy will be done. . . .” Matthew 6:8, 10  

“Self-will is poison to the soul.” Dr. James Houston