It’s a shame to say a resigned I’m-just (selfish or uncaring or driven or whatever). You might be like that before you invite God to change you, but why not imagine what you’ll be like after?
“Why do we not lay open our heart to God and beg Him to put into it whatever is most pleasing to Him?” Jean-Nicholas Grou
“I will put My Spirit within you . . . [and] save you from all your uncleanness.” Ezekiel 36:27, 29